It is about: | I have colored and organized in files just about any system such as the years, centuries, shoe sizes, etc. |
This is what you see: | For instance, my life years start at 1940, left in my vision and go to my right until 1946 when they turn and go straight up to the top of my vision. The years are sitting side by side like ladders on the ground with the various months between the rungs. At 1954 they turn again heading to my right and now the ladders are side by side. They go to the right until around 1958 when they turn up again, still side by side. At 1980 they again turn right until 1990 when they turn up again. The various years are in colors and so are the months, etc. Also in textures and various hues. For instance, 1946 is fire engine red with shiny navy blue and some black like plastic I think. I have to move around in my years. For instance if someone were to mention 1952, I would run up and stand at the head of 1952 and look down to December which would then be up at the top of my head. I can usuallly see my toes if I wanted to. If someone were to ask me specifically about a month and year, for instance, May of 1972, I would run and stand below (in my vision) May and I would pull up the file from between the rungs of the ladder and I would know where and what I was doing at that time. It is all very complicated and would be very hard to illustrate, I can assure you! Too many variants, etc. |
This is what I could not show better and what's missing: |
I couldn't show the textures, shadings of color, etc. The colors I see are often just about impossible to reproduce because they are combinations, fade into the neigboring, etc. The backgrounds of the things I see are also in color and texture and combine to make the complete picture. Also since I move to various positions to view everything, the view is always changing becuse of my perspective. |